I was wrong & I just can't live without you,

Boon mun wants to blog about her close friend. Julian Chee. (:

She wants Julian to know, that she didn't meant to hurt Julian.

She only hopes that Julian will always be with her.

Now, Julian & her are close friend (:

( prepare to see all my ugly faces! )

Our first picture together. November 16 2006 :)

POK MONG : p on that time, I was "chasing" another guy!

Wai ming's house.

You wanted to take a picture with me.

SO YEAH : P

Estelle's birthday (:

we're friends only.

HAHAH. YOU LOOK LIKE A GIRL.
@ chuan hooi's condo.

at the boy's toilet, tho.

(:

I used to think you are just my brother.

Nothing else. & you look so freaking cuteeee.

I miss my long hairr!

@ Pizza hut. when we're REALLY close.
@ wai sin's house.

going for a swim? I guess.

okay, this is the time you started to like me? right?

it was Your birthday!

I remember your brother call me to come your house.

to surprise you. (:

NASTY : p

& I also remember that I was damn tanned because is after softball comp!

interact or leo I.U day . Lol .
Okayyy. BIG CHANGES. (:

this is you, when you're form 1.

& you told me you hated me when you're form 1 :@

holy .. You caught me burping @ pizza hut .

If i'm not mistaken. It's was babypam's birthday @ mage cafe.

:D

It's my hand , no worries. (:

so ngam his leg was there. so yeahp!

@ school !! freaking love this picture.

cause you look so great.

*muah* <3

HOHOHO. It's boon mun's birthday.

you came by my house to surprise meeeeee : p

so sweeeeet .

Happy Birthday BabO, I L U

LOVELYYYY.

feeding me the cake.

lol .

Oh , this picture you're trying to act like my sister's boyfriend.

& you look exactly like him.

my best birthday (:

because I was blessed to have you with me .

Lol . jeremyL look alike x)
this was li wei's birthday ? I FORGOT. SHITTT.
I've to admit that I fall so much for you on that time.


me & you setting in a honeymoon.

wife & husband look alike. @ your primary school.

lantern festival .. I guess : p

before going to cheer @ pizza hut.

You love love love pizza's (:

My stun face taken by Him.

playing dota @ your house. HAHAH.

Lala Zhai 4rm U.K!

I used to love the song .

" I gotta go my own way "

You asked me to stop singing it.

cause you say is a break up song . hahah.

@ kayu .

I remember I took my sister's car.

& drove you back home to change.

You <3>

Me <3>

us, @ one utama.

you are like so damn obsess with me that timeee.

freakin cutie!

Okay, syok sendiri ;)

So yeah, on 8.1.08 .

we're officially together. & you asked me in the canteen.

which really surprised meeeeee!

@ your house.

@ k.c's party. we play flour, eggs, & sprays. freaking nasty . and I freaking missed it !

you were sleeping on my bed.

because you are " tired dog"

forever same excuses ; p

rubik cube, J (:

I was so INTO YOU. <3>

@ fatty crab, jia jin's birthday.

you told me you have to go home to bring dog.

& you'll come back to find me @ jiajin's park.

I was too free @ my hometown.

so I decided to do this for you.

:)

& also for me.

remmeber this picture? :)

I gave you this for Valentine's.

& your kisses are fcking sweet. (:
@ bangsar, joanna's birthday.

we're so fine that time ..

@ jelutong .

you took a picture of me, because I took a picture of you . (:

& this is the picture.

our second last outing :(

we watched Indiana Jones.

I was too free @ Genting.

SO I ran around other people's car.

to write this for you.

& hope you like it.

cause it's my trademark !

So after everything, we've been through. we had really come so far for the stage when we decided to leave each other. & I didn't want to break his heart. because I just broke my own heart without thinking. I am a "JEALOUS" person. I thought you are okay with it. why didnt you come & tell me. it's okay. I'll just change. & wait.

& . I will definitely MISS you. If the time has arrive we'll turn around, & we'll pretend everything did not happened on sunday. because I'll just take the risk. It wouldn't hurt. Now, we're close friend. and it really hurts me even more. today I broke down & cry I want to tell you the way I felt, I would never want to leave you! it's just some small matters that break us apart.

now .. I must pretend everything is fine. I MUST BE STRONG.

you can blame it all on me. I was wrong.

8.6.08 <3

~ E TE R NI T Y ~

- boon mun *